Now that school has finished for the summer, I no longer need to put on a happy face as I walk through the halls. Nobody saw me yesterday as I cried in front of the television. I do not even know why I did it. Apparently I still have some emotions left, even though cannot feel them. When I really look at myself in the mirror, I freak myself out. This is not who I was suppose to become. Why do I have such creepy thoughts? They are so dark and eery... not like everyone else's "dark thoughts". Mine seems more exagerated, and clearer. I can always see what to do, how to do it and in my mind I think i'm happy again.
meh!
