Physical + Emotional Scars

I'll show you mine if you show me yours first
Let's compare scars I'll tell you whose is worse

~Rise Against

Hate Me

Listening to: Hate Me - by: Blue October.

"Hate me today / Hate me tomorrow / Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you / Hate me in ways / Yeah ways hard to swallow / Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you"

I'm isolating myself. I'm not trying to do it, and yet, I am. But then again, i've been doing this my whole life. I'm never the one to message you, or call you... and it's just too hard to turn to you when I need you cuz it's been too long now. When I sit down and think about it, i'm 99% sure you'd be there in a second if I was in pain... make that 98%. But if i don't call you, and you don't call me... we separate more and more... and in the end... we are no better than two strangers.

'Hate Me' is the song you should be singing, not me. Cuz i was soo good to you, but you messed with my innocence. You must want me to hate you, in order to save me from more pain. But I could never hate you, not today, and not tomorrow... i know what is good for me.