These are not good times we live in. I asked politely for help and things got worse. I don't understand how this world works. There is nothing I wish for more than the ability to fix everything. I think that that is what is upsetting me the most - my childish uselessness.
Nobody is sleeping well here. Last night I woke up in the middle of the night and my mother came into my room to make sure everything was okay. I don't even know how she heard me. Even though in daylight people are acting normal, I guess it's true that the dark shows you how people really are.
This topic hasn't seriously come up in a while. I don't know how to deal. I think I need to get some air... but there doesn't seem to be enough to satisfy me, even on the windiest of days. It doesn't even seem to matter how fast I drive... this is inescapable.
I'm so lost. I don't know what to do. I don't think there is anything I can do though. I guess there never really is anyways. I wish there was somebody to help me... but where to I search when the adults are in way over their heads?
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