Take Me Anywhere But Here.

Things have gone from bad to worse... and nobody is dealing very well. It's times like these that make you band together or fall apart. We aren't banding. In fact, I feel like the child that you want to keep secrets from. Oh wait - I am. I'm always the last to know. Everyone has known for a while. I'm not surprised. It's just that people should share the news as soon as they get it. I'm just trying to front such a good face. I must thread carefully... any sudden moves would be disastrous. She is hoping for a miracle... I just want to get through this. I've already seen glimpses... it's not pretty. I must say, there are some really brave faces here. But I know anyone with a heart is headed towards shambles. Dear God, please help my family.